Hi! I am Agnes, and welcome to my online journal!
I am a wife, mother, and software girl. I live in Copenhagen with my husband and our dog, Barney. And my darling son, Elliot, who made me a mom, calls heaven his home.
Our hearts and lives changed forever when we lost our boy. Now we navigate our new normal, and every day, God is helping us to find the beauty in the ashes and to love our imperfect lives.
We witness that God is present in our hurtful unknowns, what if's and why's. Life is a walk on a tightrope, and as we walk one foot in front of the other, we discover that there is always hope and love to share.
This is my journey. And this is my motherhood. It is my hope and prayer this space will give you peace in the unknown, and make you feel less lonely in this journey called life.
Virtual Pregnancy Loss Awareness Run/Walk – Kavita Nehemiah
My friend has taken this wonderful initiative of “Virtual Pregnancy Loss Awareness Run/Walk” and I am spreading the word. These are her words below Hope […]
Faith & Grief – Unfinished Testimony
I was once a huge lover of finished testimony. When the testimony is gift wrapped with a shiny bow on it, and when the story […]
My faith & Grief
Our prayers pleading God for miracles started as soon as we heard those dreadful words. “Jesus, Not now!” was my first scream. We prayed for […]
Dear grief, become a part of me
My phone pinged the other day; the text reads, “Hope you are feeling so much better,” and another read, “I see you are doing great […]
Dear husband, Today I celebrate your fatherhood!
Dear J, You are a wonderful husband, and today, I see you as a loving father. You were a father when your face lit up, […]
70 days missing Elliot
When people ask, “How are you?” I really wish I could give a one-word answer, but I figured out it’s not as simple as that. […]
My mother’s day wish
As my first mother’s day is approaching, I look back to remember how I dreamt of my first mother’s day. For so many years and […]
Comfort the vulnerable
Comfort the vulnerable – Reflection on words of the cross in terms of child loss I had a weird feeling the Sunday evening before Elliot […]
How to support bereaved parents
Stillbirth or infant loss can be the most uncomfortable topic to discuss which is why conversations surrounding a child loss have remained taboo for so […]